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I really love God.
I think he's the greatest thing I've had through the years. FRIENDSTER.
Lord i pray for you to be in my life no matter what.
Everything means nothing,but you,you mean the world to me.
Lord, i ask for confidence for everyday life.
I ask for love & peace because i learn that love is better than war.
Peace because i want to be peaceful when i get fired up.
I ask you give me this attitude to appreciate what's given.
I pray that all the people i hold close stay here no matter what.
I just want you lord,fill by life with abundance,i live for you.
For everday,i ask you to be there for me no matter what.
Last,but not least,i pray for my family.
I pray that they will stay close no matter what,that they will support each other,through Christ values.
Amen.
Hello there.okay,now i am abit dissapointed.okay,gonna be very true here.sometimes i do admire those people who have piercings,tatoos&soemtimes even smoking.i am very sad about this.i am very affraid i'll go into all these.i know this is not what God planned for me.But sometimes it looks cool,i think i maybe putting coolness before God.i dont want all these.But everyone knows that th teenage world is full of these.my mom always tells me "don't envy them! they're not cool!" but i say yeah i agree,but soemtimes it just feels so cool.what can i do now?i fell very distant from god now.....i really do.i need people to prey for me this is serious.i'll pray myself too.eversince this camp,all the friends & stuff drawn me away.i don't wanna be away from god.i feel very guilty.i don't know what's pulling me away.or maybe it's me.i've trie not to spek bad words.but i keep reading those words which pretty much means i say them.i feel REALLY guilty.i am a fraid people think i am weired or siao that actually admire all these.but i think i am tempted.i eally am afraid.i've only told some people.very little,non christians.i'm affraid christians or others will judge me,i know this sounds silly.But it's very scary for me.i really feel that i am rreallllly far from god like one end of the world to the other.maybe even further!God! PLEASE COMEBACK TO ME.PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.I REALLY DO LOVE YOU.GIVE ME A CAHNCE TO BE YOUR CHILD ONCE MORE.LET ME FELL YOUR LOVE LIKE NEVER BEFORE.JESUS,I REALLLY REALLY REALLLLY WANT YOU.I WOULD DIE FOR YOU.BUT ONE THING,I CANT FEEL WHAT I SAY.BUT I KNOW THIS WHAT I WANT.I THINK I MAY BE WRONG.WRONG THAT I'VE CHANGE FOR THE BETTER AFTER THIS CAMP! PLS GOD HELP ME! CHANGE IT! I KNOW THIS CAMP WAS FOR ME TOS TEP OUT AND LOVE GOD EVEN MORE...BUT...NOW,EVEN MY MUM SAYS I'VE CHANGED(BAD WAY) LORD,PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYERS.RENEW MY FAITH,MY LOVE,MY FEELINGS FOR YOU!Lord,please,i really do love you!
Okay,so today was christmas eve.what a day i've spend-.-nothing.just painted stupit ne=ails over&over again.its so boring.opened my presents(2 only.)so had breakfast&piano for awhile then nothing.cant remeber.cleaned up the room.played with sis.clean room.make mess in roon clean even more.no need to clean already.dinner was boring,today's a boring day!WTH, mummy leave me alone,while she goes clubbing! so bad! daddy's working.i miss spending time with him.daddy,i miss you!this post about my lame day shall end here!