Tuesday, December 18, 2007
My expectations didn't reach. Written at 2:02 AM
hello,today was good.met shenru at hougang mall first.then went to arcade to play for awhile.bought shenru her birthday present!& my sisters stuff.then we took a train down to bugis.There,we went to buy my tube!yay,like finally.after walking,went diva! we wanted to get the bestfriends necklace.But,didn't get it in the end.it was kinda uglyyyyy.okay,then we went arcade again!wth,arcade so much till headache.okay,i'll admit it.quite fun lehhh.but arcades gives me bad impression.whatever.so after taht we went to get takoyaki! yummy leh.then went to eat riceballs!okay,after that we went to the bugis street again.shenru keeps nagging at me to go.so naggy cannnnnnn.wahlao! wanted havanas&red cardigan.but,did'nt get one.-.-.okay then we went home.so lame lahhhh.did'nt really like get to shop! my expectations did'nt reach!like omgggggg.tomorrow's the day we'll get our school results! i am kinda worried.what if i don'y get into sjc?i dont wanna go PLMGS,the uniform suckkksss.no offences.so i'll pray.cant wait to try the silky girl powder! i am so dark now okayyyy. :( i am kinda dissapointed in myself these days.i've changed not better but worst after this camp.i don't know why.i am worried.i've been using vulgarities more often.i don't want this to get out of hand.i gotta bielive.pray,more.lord,please show me the real transfermation i've really made,cus i am worried.Lord bless me with a new personality,so that i'll be what you are like.lord,you shaped me in your image.i wanna be like you.sinned shaped me to a sinner's image.i am so sorry god.i know you hear me.my darkest secrets ,everything.God,please take away my flu.Please bless th e homeless,the sick& the poor.may they know you love them unconditionaly.thank you lord for blessing be with,family&friens.EVERYTHING,Lord.I give thanks! Dear jesus please answer my prawer! thank you(: