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I really love God.
I think he's the greatest thing I've had through the years. FRIENDSTER.
Lord i pray for you to be in my life no matter what.
Everything means nothing,but you,you mean the world to me.
Lord, i ask for confidence for everyday life.
I ask for love & peace because i learn that love is better than war.
Peace because i want to be peaceful when i get fired up.
I ask you give me this attitude to appreciate what's given.
I pray that all the people i hold close stay here no matter what.
I just want you lord,fill by life with abundance,i live for you.
For everday,i ask you to be there for me no matter what.
Last,but not least,i pray for my family.
I pray that they will stay close no matter what,that they will support each other,through Christ values.
Amen.
8 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!(: Hello kiddos! Hah,I've been soo busy now a days.Homework,after school stuff,idk what other stuff & etc.Urgh,yesss secondary school is very bussy.Yesterday was SJC's 36th annual sports meet,which in other words means it was sport day.Well,did not really had a superr fun first sports day in sjc though,I had to do timing.Kinda irritating taking timing at times.But had fun! (not really lah) Timed with senior Xin Yen(: She's very nice yo! yeah,& this indian girl,i cant remember her name tough.Yeah so it was over all okay.Woah man,mass was kinda okay.Except our class was so paiseh we lost the gospel singing competition.&&& zomgg man,i was standing infront.After school had lunch with weiling,amabel&eunice(: we agreeded on one thing,we all don't like the same person.The icekachang was gross,had a worm in it.okay,yucks much! Urgh,headed back to school with amabel,took school transport to bishan stadium.Then waited long,had a terrible stomach ache manzxz! Woah,it was killing.Met up with Chermaine&Eunice,talked to Esther with Enrica.Yeah so took atttandance,squeezed in with my class(: hah,then went to get briefed by Dahlia on our duties.Bleah,than we started to get our jobs.Simply,we just timed(: During the break,me,xin yen,amabel&enrica were like eating non stop from the food table (??) Hahmdamm shiok.I ate alot yesterday man! Cheerleading was damm cool lah! Only,I expected St.Catherine's cheerleading to be the bomb! Hah,but too bad,if i'm not wrong St.Helen won for cheerleading.St.Elizabeth's cheerleading was un-understandable(??) hahahs.St.Emilie's was okay.Then after break I took a pic with senior XinYen,ily(: hahahs,okay then time again.Then blah blah blah,I went to St.Catherine instead after my duty ended! Then the announcements for the winning houses! St.Catherine won 2nd! Hurray for St.Cats! I expected St.Emilie to win lorrr! Sadly they were in no place this year! :( As,usual for soo many years St.Elizabeth won(AGAIN!) Wahalo,i wanna be in Catherine or Elizabeth.But I still love St.Emilie,truly my house(: heh.So yeah after sports day found out my specs got stepped on by some bitch.Wahalo my mum punnished me for that! Sucks lahh! Okay,waited for like SOOOO longg for shenru's dad to fetch me,enrica,shenru&Aisha,my new friend. She's very funny. So yeah dropped us at hougang mall,bought hair stuff with enrica& then homee(: Mama punnished me ! She can't trust me any longer i bet.She think's i'm liek soem kinda bet kid! I try so hard to arrive at good grades,i try so hard to be as good.Yet my mum has this thinking i'm like breaking all the rules,but no matter what my mother will always be my mum.She will always hold a special place in my heart.
Let's start with some grades. English-73/100 Chinese-56/100 Maths(!!)-40/100 Science-95/100!!!! yayness,i'm proud of myself! Finally accomplished. Geog-54/100 History-77/100 Literature-70/100 D&T-68/100 yayness,i'm proud of myself! Finally accomplished. I'm not being proud just wanted to note down so i cant always remember! I shall put in more effort! & acheive even better grades! I wass go the higher stream!yayness.
This week's been great,felt much closer to god.Every week I'm gaining more faith.Seriously, i think that i have almost a perfect life.My life is acceptable.I have so much love,i can never feel unloved.God has given me soo much great things in the world,is so hard to tel him how i truly feel.I love him,i know it.Yet,it's hard to follow the way he is,i'm human,everybodys' gotta except that fact.Maybe i shall give a second thought to my actions.I feel so close,this feeling of love.Last,sunday was even amazing lah! I cried like i've never cried.That feeling was great,like the god that was in me is back again.God was always in my heart,i just had to search.
I C A N T W A I T F O R P H U K E T ! I'll be taking the afternoon flight tomorrow to Phuket! MY FIRST TIME ON AN AIRPLANE MAN! I'm kinda nervous la.But i cant wait.Gonna enjoy it! Pics will be uploaded as soon as i take them! hahahs,sentosa pics still to go! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLA! my dear lil' sister! my love,in advanced for tommorow!(: Bye for now,gotta get ready for Rayden's party later.