Friday, March 21, 2008
unfulfilling desires? Written at 8:55 PM
Hello yst Desiree th super woman went t east coast park with my family.
Yesterday was good friday! It made me think how god had died for my sins,died on th cross for our sins.I feel rather guilty,everybody sins,we even did stuff that hurt god,but he still died for our sins.If i was god,i wouldn't die for them.I am amazed at how god's love changed me,& yet i am starting to straw away from god.But when i need god,he's always there.I dunno, i have this stange secret i wanna keep only one person earth know what it is.& i promise myself never t tell anyone else.God knows but i hope he can help me take away this feeling,it's driving me nuts.Idk la,it's just very weired.I guess after this year probably I'll be SO OVER this.Hopefully,it's infatuation i tell myself,it is. I'm hoping this doesn't last forever,i'm starting t think what was told t me wasn't true.That love wasn't what it was.I cannot believe it,i guess it was just a lie.Just t make things happening cus th person knew.Urgh! pissed i tell y.Asshole,i hate y cus y hurt me so much cuz of that lie yozxzz! :D
Yes,so yesterday slept with sister throughout teh afternoon.Was supoposed to go to east coast t go fishing,so boringggg.Kay , dinner at BK(: yummy grilled beef!(: hahahas,omgg there was like so many hot guys kay.& there was this guy who was liek pretty dark with braces sitting opposite me & he was hot!(: hahahs,i like guys with braces idk why.Hahhahas,this sounds pretty sick.Yeah,so when to have cotton candy & rented this skate board thigy i can't skate,or even balance on it! heeees,yeah whatever,then went homeee(: talked to neysa about random stuff till 1 plus yo.There was this irritating withheld person who called her 4 time & she's very annoyed.She kept repeating so i got a little annoyed too, so when we find out who's withheld we shall punch that person's face hahahahahs!(: we talk about random stuff but kept bringing up the friendship thing,gahhhh.Whatever my mother's annoying me by telling me she wanna use the comp,so bye(:
XoXo,
Desiree Chantel Han :D
Yesterday was good friday! It made me think how god had died for my sins,died on th cross for our sins.I feel rather guilty,everybody sins,we even did stuff that hurt god,but he still died for our sins.If i was god,i wouldn't die for them.I am amazed at how god's love changed me,& yet i am starting to straw away from god.But when i need god,he's always there.I dunno, i have this stange secret i wanna keep only one person earth know what it is.& i promise myself never t tell anyone else.God knows but i hope he can help me take away this feeling,it's driving me nuts.Idk la,it's just very weired.I guess after this year probably I'll be SO OVER this.Hopefully,it's infatuation i tell myself,it is. I'm hoping this doesn't last forever,i'm starting t think what was told t me wasn't true.That love wasn't what it was.I cannot believe it,i guess it was just a lie.Just t make things happening cus th person knew.Urgh! pissed i tell y.Asshole,i hate y cus y hurt me so much cuz of that lie yozxzz! :D
Yes,so yesterday slept with sister throughout teh afternoon.Was supoposed to go to east coast t go fishing,so boringggg.Kay , dinner at BK(: yummy grilled beef!(: hahahas,omgg there was like so many hot guys kay.& there was this guy who was liek pretty dark with braces sitting opposite me & he was hot!(: hahahs,i like guys with braces idk why.Hahhahas,this sounds pretty sick.Yeah,so when to have cotton candy & rented this skate board thigy i can't skate,or even balance on it! heeees,yeah whatever,then went homeee(: talked to neysa about random stuff till 1 plus yo.There was this irritating withheld person who called her 4 time & she's very annoyed.She kept repeating so i got a little annoyed too, so when we find out who's withheld we shall punch that person's face hahahahahs!(: we talk about random stuff but kept bringing up the friendship thing,gahhhh.Whatever my mother's annoying me by telling me she wanna use the comp,so bye(:
XoXo,
Desiree Chantel Han :D