Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Back to th books! Written at 2:35 AM
I'm planning to hit the books this week & th next.But,i doubt it's gonna work.Okay,so exams are really really near,so i really have to buck up.I felt go guilty today.I am a monitor yet i don't set good examples.Mrs.Freeman scolded em today for talking during assembly.She banged my monitor badge real hard & threatened to take it away if i misbehaved.I felt guilty lah when she said i was a monitor & not setting examples.I think i'm don't fit to be one.I think maybe after all my dream of council is over.I guess i will never be able to make it there.I guess it's time to give up on my high hopes,give up on them,give up on everything! Cus they don't care.All i ask is for you to care,do your role.You say youre,but are you really acting like one? Like i've ever wanted you,maybe we weren't ment to be.You're shit to me,you little money face asshole.All you know is about you,your friends & material stuff.Do you ever regarded me as someone even as close enough to call a friend or you're just using me again?I wish i could speak to you how i feel,but that would just change everything.The world has changed.Okay,so today had lunch with the girls.She si uber irritating,i feel slapping the hell outta her.Please just eff away la,biatch.Gurrgh,bought fullscap,hadpizzas,window shopped&bussed home.Yesterday got my shoe for the 2.4 run this sat.Hopefully,they don't ache again like last time.Damm,tmr's batteries thingy! Whatever,i feel lost & idk & i NEED to study alr!I don't wanna elaborate so much i don't really waste my time on cyberspace.I needa go study now.Don't you dare ask me who's this post referring to,i'll just ignore y till i'm happy cus i'm in this"IRRITATED" mood! (: